She told my wife. I mean three months ago. So he said hed delete it too. I want to be the rock she can lean on.. I told him how hurt I was and that he violated my building trust for him, shattered it actually. She needs some help from the outside with this. Valentines Day we reconciled. Shes started to talk to me a bit but is obviously not interested in talking about getting back together. A few months after the incident we resumed our relationship. I dont know what to do at this point. I previously had a relationship where I was cheated on numerous times in the past. I do like him a lot but i dont love him or feel that i love him. This makes it important that the location of your first date should be one where both of you can be at ease and someplace that does not intimidate either of you. I feel for you. My husbands explanation to all of this is that they were Just friends & that he wanted a closer friendship so began calling her in order to build this. He is being patient with me as I battle these emotions that he has created. The meeting was not good. I believe thats because somewhere deep down she knows the guy isnt a good character but shes too busy filling the voids I left her with to want to leave him. Have there been arguments? Hes been one of my best friends since college and my boyfriend knew that. I had even suggested us all hanging out together. As for your job, I agree, you cant quit til you have something else lined up. Half of me wants to leave and explore the world while Im still young in which I will only have the clothes on my back and no ties to anyone or anything in the present time..the other half is wanting to work things out and earn his trust that just may never come back, to brave the constant shame and disappointment from the world around me. I dont even like being around his kids any more because I know it will cause an argument. I dont know what to do here. Ending a Marriage When You Still Love Each Other. I have a bit of a quirky personality where my heart and intentions mean well but sometimes maybe I come off as hard to read. It was as if my discovery & his responding attack of his hatred for me had never occurred. Underneath that, he probably doesnt feel safe. At the time I wanted to get married, he didnt. Hows does one deal with that? We have 3 kids, and all of his comments seem so self-centeredlike hes not even considering his family. I figured I had to be that girl so if it happened again at least I didnt give my all. I once said I hoped we could get back what we had and he said me too. Past relationships are kinda interfering with my faith In what he tells me. We never did anything before getting married ( we were forced to get married because we got knocked up) we were not ready to get married. I dont know what to do. Its almost as if Good and Bad is unclear in your mind and everything first looked good when it wasnt and now everything looks all bad when it may not be. But I interpret that to mean using me. But he made the last one GF. since we started having sex again i realise his behaviour towards me is a little better but when he leaves and go back to the other city to work he comes home with a strange behaviour and he dont want me to touch him and then the night before he goes back to the other city we have sex and he gave me a a body massage for mothers day and that how the sex started. He chose to take us out to dinner at a favourite restaurant .. one I shall never visit again. It hurt my feelings so bad that I cant spend time with him. He has told me that with everything going on in his life, with his kids, etc, that our relationship was supposed to be the easy place and it wasnt. Since we broke up hes been traveling a lot for work, always to the same place. Once I got into a huge fight with my parents and they even threatened to throw me out thats when I told him to come and pick me up because I was going to be kicked out anyways.. So using that profile I made a tinder to see if he was there, which he wasnt, but his cousin was. Hi Rey, Of course he doesnt c it this way. You are also welcome to call us for assistance finding a therapist. It isnt that your wife didnt care. I feel guilty. Neglect. He told me he gave her a lift home (yet dropped her off at the top of our street they lived opposite us) & that she kissed him goodbye as a thank you. Sexual intimacy all but waned & emotional connection had stopped many years prior. How does one fall in love again? It drives me crazy that I cannot prove absolutely everything to him that Im faithful only to him. Hi J . Craig thank you for your apology. Hi Brittany I approached him with the way I felt about a situation in a mature way, and now he is pushing me away and saying he needs time alone. He doesnt work I work 50 hrs + a week and take care of 3 kids. Rent it. Copyright 2007 - 2023 GoodTherapy, LLC. Eventually it got the the breaking point. He told me that hes planned on forgiving me, and always planned on getting back together and he tells me that he misses me. Although I have valid reasons for it he could not give me a good enough reason except for his own selfishness. He eventually left me because I didnt move in I felt so guilty like everything was my fault. Hes taking her back? I would think that he would see how much I still love him and forgive him despite his wrongs through my actions but I dont even know at this point. But my heart is broken and doesnt understand why we have to be apart to do this. So I know shes laughing at me like yea trick I got your husband,he chose me and dumped you. Weve litterly been up all night talking and Ive cried so much that I have no tears left in my eyes. I needed a wake up to realize that i was going down the wrong path, but I am honestly working on it. I was stubborn and got irritated easily, a trait that I now know was conditioned from living with my father who shows the exact same attitude. Weve bee fighting quite a bit and he broke up with me once. So she went back home I tried to communicate with her and work through problems. So I decided to talk with him about his new woman. But I didnt like that he was still entertaining her calls. Xx, Thank you so much for commenting. She told me we were not together anymore and I should find somone else, I didnt want to but eventually I ended up in a one night stand after missing my train after the bar and sleeping at a new acquaintances house. it could be a hundred things. We have had arguments off and on and they all stem from the same issue. Im constantly doubting him, whatever he says and does and Im always looking for clues that he is being insincere. All Rights Reserved. He says he dont know if the love could come back. Give it some time, work on myself, let her work on herself and then try to slowly contact her then? It is not just one word that ruined things. I knew her bc we went to school together. it is so hard to get back from that hurt. If this is something where the two of you have remained together and do in all honesty still love each other, then I definitely think that it is possible to fall in love with that same person all over again. do not want to loose them i love them very much just to let them go with out doing anything. She said again after sending her msg on facebook not to call her anymore. He cares about me but I have pushed him away so many times that the love is gone. I have been with my boyfriend for almost 2 years. I did a lot of research and listening to my husband and he continually spoke out every thought to me on why he wasnt attracted to me anymore and how I would react if he cheated or he left. I want us to work out because I think what we had is special and what others dream about. She hasnt left but she has said shes hurt and that she dont know if she can ever feel the same way about me again. Then he said he has matured and changed and wants something new thats not me. April 28, 2022 . and doesnt want to keep doing this every 5 yrs or so, as next time we will be approaching 40? My husband felt he had fulfilled his part but I was slacking with my end. Today we have talked about the situation and I understand that I totally humiliated him in front of our friends plus numerous other people because we were at a club where he is a member. She is unable to plan or focus. "They say a good love is one that sits you down, gives you a drink of water, and pats you on top of the head. That is the only way I can love my spouse, not because we have a bad relationship, but because a relationship is hard! He left again the following week and we didnt talk again. Talked and laughed and have a lot in common. that feels great. All I want is for her to miss me and for her to swallow her pride and at least talk to me. What can i do to regain back his trust and love ? I told him how she has been a constant problem in my relationship with her ex, along with my guys mom. Your heart is broke, but because you crave a situation where your value isnt seen or understood. I hope this brings some encouragement to others in difficult relationships situtations and to listen to DrDeb. I dont know what to do anymore!!!! I deserve so much more than to go down with a sinking ship. There was never any abuse, cheating or major fighting in our relationship we just sort of drifted apart and life got in the way and we didnt focus on nurturing our relationship. Id like to hear your take on my situation. So much i just wish things were different i cry all the time and he sees it hell ask what wrong i say nothing of course but deep down inside my heart is breaking and it sux! Trust is easy to break, but difficult to build back up. I think were emotionally ok, we talk every day about how we feel and whats going on in our lives. I anticipate your respomse.Thank you. He told me he loved me, but not how little or that he was making himself ill trying to feel as he did at the start. So time goes by his parents start fighting, they end up divorcing I dont know if it is the main cause for everything but he starts pulling away from me. i need to recreate this. This was on Monday. I wish I was exaggerating. I dont want this to happen. I can feel myself emerging as a better human and lover slowly, and know this this is not a wasted experience, but a necessary decision to learn who I am and what I truly value in this world. So when we were all together he kissed me saying that that was my payment. We went through some hard times in the relationship with his loss of jobs and he shut down and became lazy while I worked. He went to drop her off and when he came back he came back to greet me just like he always does and that threw me off. In the end neither of us were happy with anyone else. Somewhere along the line, you were given toxic messages about who you are. Well my guy found out and he felt I didnt trust him and all hell broke lose, I got angry and to him where his mom his ex and he could go. We talked about what we would do if I was and he kept pushing me to consider abortion, but although I support a womans right to her own body I couldnt fathom the idea at first. Why do you love a person who is avoiding you? I dont like that. Its miserable spending everyday of a relationship already knowing hes going to leave and having a countdown in my head because it happens every single time. My boyfriend and I have been together almost two years now, and weve gone through a lot (my parents disapprove of him and kept us apart.) I mourned for him begging and crying. Mostly he doesnt remember disrespectful hurtful things he says because he was drunk when he says them and he thinks I am overreacting Its sucks because now he knows I am moving and doesnt want me to goif I stayed mad, it wouldve been easier, but now Im sad, so its hard. Thanks for taking the time to read all this. But even as we try to coparent I dont think he fully grasped some of the damage he has caused and so I think I just need to close that door and pour my energy into things that are fruitful. Its like I think hes magically going to change one day into the perfect gentlemen I first met and well be a happy family like Ive always wanted. I used it on my girlfriend for 9 months. I dont want to push him further away by doing the wrong thing. Someone help :(. He say he dun want to give false hopes and dun want to have any RS involve . The problem is Im almost 38 He never asked me to go with him (we visit each other every 2 months). What should I do? I attacked him. Hi ML Shes working on herself now and Im doing the same. The other kind of lovethe tender feelings for children, or the compassionate love that you have when youve been married 50 yearsis about giving. What makes it worse is that from talking to him, there are no signs, or anything. She thinks renewing our relationship would be impossible. When I Dont Answer The Phone He Thinks Im Lying And Doing Something Thats Unfaithful And I Know My Actions Are what caused This, But I Just Hope Im Not Losing Him And If He Still Loves Me The Same OR not. Hi Deeksha Soon after that, she broke down, genuinely apologized and begged for forgiveness. I dont think love is enough. I was scared and acted in fear by shouting at him and hitting him on his back repeatedly saying that being his wife didnt give him the right to treat me like that. But about a week after that, we sat down and talked and it was the best conversation weve had in a long time. If he was shocked why would he not have mentioned the initial incident to me? No. I have been with out my youngest daughter for 4 years and now my husband say he doesnt love me anymore He felt out of love with me , but is hard for me to accept that i can imagine the life with out them , I feel angry use and betrayed by him but i love him. Even more than when we firet met. A no-pressure approach is the opposite of the needy approach and in and of itself is respect-worthy, therefore attractive. As for both of us going, she has to want to go, and she is scared to death of dealing with her parents divorce. He didnt show it at the time but was discreetly trying to tell me that I needed to chill out. This, too, is a lot of work. Readers may have to figure out mispelled words or phrases. And I then I end up on the couch for days at a time. The sex stopped, and I cant stand to even have him touch me. Thinking everyday what i did wrong, for this love to disappear just like that. If you lack confidence already, this will be a further blow to your self-esteem. Well, the weight came off and she looks and feels fantastic! Look how youre acting. He said he had not realized that and we discussed having a date night. I slowly over come it but it comes back now and then. This last time I was there I couldnt stop crying. I was in deep depression of my finances, my anger has been a problem I had lost my licence, I lost my job I had which loved. But when Nash discovers Lina's secret these friends become furious enemies - though the sparks flying between them don't know the difference between love and hate. When I look at him, I just see a liar who was so arrogant that the safety of my daughter was jeopardised. One day we had a short argument. My boyfriend and I have been together for three years, until about 5 months ago. Do you notice an interesting pattern? She has issues but I wouldnt stand for that, she is knowingly hurting you and she needs to work on herself. Dear DrDeb, I cheated on my husband. Stephany I think that what you are saying is in some way like what Pauline was saying and my answer will be the same: For some reason, you feel insecure and feel the need to lie. Now dont get me wrong. Why did you do it? This is not the first time this has happened, but we always manage to decide to work around things and still be together. | switch games with rollback | can you love someone again after hating them. I owe him that much, I owe him happiness..even if it isnt with me. Unfortunately, I never completed those grievances. He has broken every promise outside that. I gave her the choice between counseling or divorce. I feel betrayed all over again. But she was okay with her role in his life as long as she had him and that hed have to put up with me his bm drama. But like I said, nothing changed. You deserved to be dumped. She is a wonderful woman. Few days ago i was at the Mall when she called. If the problem was your lying, then the question is: why did you feel a need to lie? We got to a point where I had to start fronting her money from our rent that I paid to help buy her some time until her pay came in. People (including him) will see your effort and you will reap the love and success from your efforts in other areas of your life. Im emotionally drained and exhausted I feel like Ive had the life sucked out of me. We go to a therapist , but it breaks my heart that he wants to keep trying and I do too but Im not feeling anything. never! Increasingly, empirical research has been carried out on the relationship between love and hate. I have been married for 14 years to someone who is emotionally unavailable. But he loves me so deeply I know that if I fixed myself we could have a life long relationship. He also has a habitat of accusing me of cheating which ive never done or given him a reason to be that way we also fight over that. Please fill out all required fields to submit your message. Thats 45 minutes walk. I am concerned. Then she said she had to go we will talk more tomorrow. Three days later after much soul searching, and some advice from a good friend, I have realized that I am mostly at fault for where we are now. I was insensitive to his struggles and feelings. Dont go to a psychoanalytic type as that is a lifetime of therapy. But she is consistent. I do love her still but I am tired of back and forth. She wants to know she can have fun with you especially if she is hard working woman during the day. Do you think we still have chance to be together again or if he will still love if I change my attitude? It has been nearly a year and I continue to have good and bad days. He felt that I condescended to him a lot, said the worst things to him at the worst times, and maybe the right thing at the wrong times, he does not feel I was supportive in the way he needed me to be when he most needed it. And she was a virgin. How could I move on?? She said we needed space because we were arguing too much and we were. Ive been trying work on myself but recently about two weeks ago I lied about being with someone else when my partner and I were not exclusive or dating, now she mad, disappointed, wont talk to me, has blocked me in every way possible. He could sleep with all the women he wants as he probably is doing right now but Ill love him still. I would ask him to come along to some of the events. I like your approach and I really need it at this point. How do I, so to speak, make him fall back in love with me? The answer this year is: Yes! Theres no doubt that I love him and want things to work between us but I really feel I resent him. My husband and I have been together for two years and 6 months. This is the EXACT reason for cheating. The answer is: betrayal. You're too late! She tells me not to make the breakup hard on myself, she claims she feels fine and just wants to put it all behind her. And seriously my heart dropped into my stomach. Just for adding a childhood friend. My boyfriend doesnt have any kids, not one. Good Morning. I consider her my life partner and we both cannot imagine a future together. That is real intimacy. what we can do together to connect emotional again, what we need to change .Or what i need to do to save my married !,And make him feel in love again with me, thank you iam in a lot pain emotional am devastated . I dont know. 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